So sorry I haven't been on here. Work. Teaching bible school. Volunteering. Cleaning room. And mostly laziness have caused me to fall behind I will make it up soon.
Love BJ
Welcome to my mind.
Monday, June 20, 2011
Wednesday, June 15, 2011
Laurenn and Rachel and Pure Happiness.
I chose to put this up because I just realized this is a picture where I am happy. Im not faking it. Im laughing. I have laurenn and Rachel who dog piled on me as I took pictures on my lap top. Life was far from perfect when this moment was captured. I was living with Laurenn at the time due to family problems, the guy i 'loved' was being a total jerk, my dad had forgotten I existed and dispite all imperfections I was really happy.
I miss that. </3
BJ
Monday, June 13, 2011
Becca+Daniel+Jesse+Laurenn= A.Fun.Night.
(this will be short. I need to go to bed. Work in el morning)
Summer really had a slow start. I'm honest with it. Working 7:30 am to 6:30 pm is exhausting and it is eating away at my summer. Laurenn has been staying with me now and we're working together as she hangs out here. I'm all burnt from the excessive amount of swimming. So Daniel and Jesse came over and stayed till midnight. It was fun. We all decided they are the male versions of Laurenn and I. I'm fixing to crash. I had a good day. Worked. Walked with the guys. Swam. Ate. Hung out in my room. All in all, a good night. <3
-BJ
Summer really had a slow start. I'm honest with it. Working 7:30 am to 6:30 pm is exhausting and it is eating away at my summer. Laurenn has been staying with me now and we're working together as she hangs out here. I'm all burnt from the excessive amount of swimming. So Daniel and Jesse came over and stayed till midnight. It was fun. We all decided they are the male versions of Laurenn and I. I'm fixing to crash. I had a good day. Worked. Walked with the guys. Swam. Ate. Hung out in my room. All in all, a good night. <3
-BJ
Saturday, June 11, 2011
Happy Is Possible. :)
Write me a story, tell me your dreams.
Make them impossible, bigger than they seem
Sing me a song, write me a symphony.
Get down on your knees with a ring for me.
Fall in love, smile a little more.
Take me to the beach, force me to the shore.
Lay us down, watch the sun fade away.
Keep me in your arms forever to stay.
Wash out the old, bring in the new.
Take me away, forever with you.
Smile in our pictures year after year.
Live on the edge, on impulse and fear.
Take me away, kiss me good night.
Stay next to me through to morning light.
Fall in love, take my heart, just as happy as can be,
And if it's all just a dream, please don't wake me.
The sun is brighter the stars shine.
Now and forever I can call you mine.
Make them impossible, bigger than they seem
Sing me a song, write me a symphony.
Get down on your knees with a ring for me.
Fall in love, smile a little more.
Take me to the beach, force me to the shore.
Lay us down, watch the sun fade away.
Keep me in your arms forever to stay.
Wash out the old, bring in the new.
Take me away, forever with you.
Smile in our pictures year after year.
Live on the edge, on impulse and fear.
Take me away, kiss me good night.
Stay next to me through to morning light.
Fall in love, take my heart, just as happy as can be,
And if it's all just a dream, please don't wake me.
The sun is brighter the stars shine.
Now and forever I can call you mine.
Sisters over Misters....or not.
So here's the issue: ditching. My best friend in the whole world has a boyfriend who is going off to college soon and of course she'll miss him but does that mean she ditches me in the mean time until he leaves? No? Yes? I'll write myself through it.
Yes, it hurts. It's jealousy at it's best. She was there for me when I had my heart ripped out and I was there for her when "Stab" did it to her. I wanted to kick his ass.
The thing is, does that mean it's okay for her to put me second to Jesse while he is still in Texas?
Yes-ish.
Unfortunately I know she is hurting that he will be leaving. She will eventually make time for me...
In the down time I guess I'll just be supportive.
I think that this happens to everyone at one point. I know I'm right. It's happened to me since 7th grade. It hurts and I think you just have to stay through the rough part. Yes, it sucks but if he's the one then you do want her to be happy.
So some advice, don't talk shit about him, if he is 'the one' then it will be awkward during yalls double dates and when your kids play together.
'If he’s not as wonderful as all that, she will run back to you with red eyes and angry words. This is not the time to be bitter. This is not the time to remind her of all the times she flaked on you when you needed her. This is also not the time to say that you saw it coming, even if you did. This is the time to be understanding and caring. No matter how hard it is not to say he was an ass from the start, you need to keep your mouth shut and be the good friend that she remembers. That’s what you are, after all. You’re her best friend.
In short, life changes. If something is bad, don’t worry, it will pass. If something is good, don’t worry, it will pass. No matter how much we would like it, nothing in this life stays the same. There is no escaping it.' So no. I don't like it but it's life.
Yes, it hurts. It's jealousy at it's best. She was there for me when I had my heart ripped out and I was there for her when "Stab" did it to her. I wanted to kick his ass.
The thing is, does that mean it's okay for her to put me second to Jesse while he is still in Texas?
Yes-ish.
Unfortunately I know she is hurting that he will be leaving. She will eventually make time for me...
In the down time I guess I'll just be supportive.
I think that this happens to everyone at one point. I know I'm right. It's happened to me since 7th grade. It hurts and I think you just have to stay through the rough part. Yes, it sucks but if he's the one then you do want her to be happy.
So some advice, don't talk shit about him, if he is 'the one' then it will be awkward during yalls double dates and when your kids play together.
'If he’s not as wonderful as all that, she will run back to you with red eyes and angry words. This is not the time to be bitter. This is not the time to remind her of all the times she flaked on you when you needed her. This is also not the time to say that you saw it coming, even if you did. This is the time to be understanding and caring. No matter how hard it is not to say he was an ass from the start, you need to keep your mouth shut and be the good friend that she remembers. That’s what you are, after all. You’re her best friend.
In short, life changes. If something is bad, don’t worry, it will pass. If something is good, don’t worry, it will pass. No matter how much we would like it, nothing in this life stays the same. There is no escaping it.' So no. I don't like it but it's life.
Friday, June 3, 2011
First DAY of SUMMER '11
Hello<3 I havent been on here in forever. Finals just passed and shockingly I studied my butt off. Although Im sure I failed the two I took -__- OH WELL.
Anyway Is the start of summer. :)
The start of....
Long Nights. Friends. Work. MONEY. Summer Crushes. Working Out. Tan. Natural hair. NO MAKE UP. Tee SHIRT TIME. Best Friends. Water Melon. Late Night Calls. Clean Room. Sleep Overs. Dads house. Wedding. Flip Flops. Baby Sitting. Selena. Laurenn. Kirby. MY GIRLS<3. Beach. Sleeping in Late.
Bring it on SUMMER '11
<3 BJ
Anyway Is the start of summer. :)
The start of....
Long Nights. Friends. Work. MONEY. Summer Crushes. Working Out. Tan. Natural hair. NO MAKE UP. Tee SHIRT TIME. Best Friends. Water Melon. Late Night Calls. Clean Room. Sleep Overs. Dads house. Wedding. Flip Flops. Baby Sitting. Selena. Laurenn. Kirby. MY GIRLS<3. Beach. Sleeping in Late.
Bring it on SUMMER '11
<3 BJ
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